Sometimes in life, we'll go through major changes or transitions were almost everything in life shifts and you're at a new plateu where you have to set the stage for the future ahead of you. Something like, starting anew and you don't have certain plans and you're not really sure where and what you want to do. It's like you're a lost puppy and you've got an idea whaat you want in the end but you don't know what road to take in order to get there.

That's exactly how I feel at this current moment. Life is so so soooo great but there's something inside of me that knows that I've got this clean slate and talents...and now I just need to know how to put them into action.

Ultimately, lost or not-it's important to have good intentions and perservere in life!

-kimbundance

"I'm sorry."
"Help me."
"I love you."

Why?

In my honest opinion, we are raised and bombarded with phrases and life experiences that teach us to be tough, to not seek help or to not be open to adivce. In turn, we immediately guard ourselves and try not to be vulnerable, so we put on a helmet and try to be strong, be tough!

So then in a sense, we forget who we are-which are humans who have emotions and feelings.  Growing up in a famiy were such feelings and emotions were hidden made me realize that it is okay to love, to ask for help and to say you're truly sorry for something you have done wrong.

However, I've learned that it isn't an easy process of being able to be open to love, or being open to advice and asking for forgiveness. It takes time and practice. So in addition to your daily routine, you can practice opening your heart and letting only goodness come in.

It is when we truly surrender that we are given goodness.


abundance to all

kimbundance

...is what I am currently hearing and what a wonderful sound it is. It's November in Southern California and our first rain show is here! What a nice change for once! However, it isn't cold rain and my two windows are fully slid open.  Temperature-wise, it's only 71 degrees outside.

One thing I would like to share in this entry would be the idea of creating your own thoughts and life for yourself. I believe we as individuals encompass the highest vibration on the universe which is our thoughts. Our thoughts is what is creating everything in our past, present and future lives. Every thought is a particle and that particle that is sent off into the universe is so strong and contains so much power that it is so important to create positive thoughts.

When an individual creates a negative thought, it is sent throughout the universe and immediatley you will encompass a bad vibe or vibration.
Therefore-You must constantly think positive, think with a good attitude and only think and speak in terms of higher level coinsiousness or what I call, HLC. That is one step into loving your life and everything in it.

withlove,
kimbundance

This was written in my notebook where I come up with new ideas and epiphanies and creations...

Dear Fellow Readers,

So September will come to an end by next Tuesday and thus begins the actual weeks of Fall 2008.

I think the picture above definitely describes how this September has been for me. I've been e-mailing my friends, realtives and classmates 24/7. Filming for school explains the small video tape there. And that little drawing on my calendar was made from my best friend who just left for London a few hours ago.

With everything that has been going on, I'm still trying to center my thoughts and just reminding myself how grateful to have all these experiences in my life. I am so thankful for being able to drive my own car to schoool, to purchase food, to come home to an amazing house filled with laughter and love. I would not trade this for anything else.

My Jarritos drink definitely adds an island twist to my day (and yes-it's just a carbonated flavored beverage).

So, with all that said, I've got filming on my mind because on Friday, I'll be interviewing a small mom&pop store. It's a Coin and Stamp shop and this will be my first real interview, actually, no-I've interviewed in High School before. It was okay though, because I knew the people who I was interviewing. But now, the topic is more in depth and it is more professional-like. So I am kind of scared, but I know I'll do just fine.

 
So, regards and warm wishes to everyone!

withlove,
kimberly